Monday, April 10, 2006
the car approached at the high speed and was too late to brake. i heard a bang and the motorist was rolling on the floor. he laid there motionless and at tt moment i tot he was gone. i panicked and my limbs went numbed. my heart skipped a beat faster and i was too afraid to look back again. he was still lying on the floor. i wish i could do something constructive at tt very moment but i was held back by the shock. at tt instance, i just felt so insecure. tt driver came out and i decided to leave before it creates more fear and brings me to the paranoid world.
i couldnt help but thinking bout the situation. tossing on bed and i just couldnt stop worrying. msg at 2.50am stunned me. maybe my reply at tt time will surprise you since ive gotta morning shift in hours time. oh wells. im sorry for not replying. cos i had fell into the hands of the zzz monsters. a phone call at 3.30 irritated me. im left with 3 hours of sleep. 4.30 and i couldnt sleep. thinking of wad will happen to me on the streets. so unpredictable. 6.30. i woke up to prepare for work.
went to work. i was dumb enough to finish the crepe with caramel banana and grand marnier (40% alc which is same as an absolute vodka) at one shot. headache. for im not a drinker.
then meet yuting and cherie at bugis.
fow tmr. you wanted to come and give me a surprise on one of the days. shall i stick to the smile or shall i think of the impossibles and frown?
